Gaming, Anime, and Life without hearing

What I had and what is to come

Posted by pandatr0nics on 10/26/2009

I know it’s been a little while since the last entry, but here I am!  I feel bad there should be more pictures on my blog but I don’t have many 2D girls on my laptop…

Basically, I am still fighting with my body trying to salvage some sort of hearing I’m not sure it’s going so well. I talk about it a lot and you all might get tired of reading about it ^^; but really for 25 years I’d had my own hearing and suddenly it’s no longer functioning the way I know it’s supposed to. It’s been a hard road for me and I’m really just trying to get by as best I can. Of course I know for a long while I’ve been down in spirits and still am, but I hope in time I can cope with the ordeal. I want to enjoy things in life that I used to whether I can hear it all or not.

Where do I go from here? I often ask myself this these days since I am always going to the doctor and I either have good results or terrible ones. I struggle with the current hearing aid and think “Why do we have to pay so much, but the solution that was long over due is a failure?”  … It’s a heavy burden on my heart I suppose and I guess anyone would feel the same if they were in this position.

I guess I’ll just keep my eyes open and stay as positive as I can be and look for something towards the future even if I’m limited in what I can do.


2 Responses to “What I had and what is to come”

  1. robostrike said

    Hang in there ^_^, you just need to do something worth while during your time so you won’t feel like it’s wasted. Have you tried doing things which do not require listening?? Don’t waste life away!!! Make every day important by learning and doing something helpful.

    • pandatr0nics said

      well I cook when I feel the need to since i don’t need to hear for it …. but then again you already know that i can cook LOL

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